Sunday, October 30, 2011

Juggler

I question my intentions and surprise myself.

Where do I begin?  Back when I was nothing.  When I was better left under the counter, tucked in the corner.  In places adventerures never explore.
What I did.  Was it wrong?  My life is a puzzle left unfinished.  I have the pieces, in fact too many pieces.  I just can't tell when and where to fit them.
I hate the thought of her frustration.  Her frustration.  
My story starts before I can even recall.  In places too obvious for the human eye.  I was a leaf, falling fearlessly down from my branch.  The sudden impact of the ground.  Shaking me with pain never felt before.  I should have known the ground was coming.  Yet, the denial made the fall carefree.  
Every day I am reminded of the fall.  I am the reason for the pain I feel.  I make her feel. 
I don't deserve my happiness.  I can't deserve my happiness.  Not until even tide.

Monday, October 24, 2011

looky what I found

Shall I compare thee to a summers day?

She was too frightened to move. 

She looked at him with wide eyes that began to fill with tears

"I like you" he spoke.

She said nothing

There goes my story of big dreams and big hopes..

I heard what you said back there.

Is love madness?

Surrender to the idea that life isn't fair

Even if it was I would get an F anyway

There is no way to stop it. 

No use in fighting it.

I like you too

....are you cussin me?

Sunday, October 16, 2011

I dare you

I can't focus.
The second I do I am no longer counting.
As if all the gatherings from below my feet no longer exist
Like a pencil I lost
A pencil picked up by a writer
He wrote, with my pencil, something beyond our comprehension
But that still doesn't amount
The box is still square
The words still dry
Like a raisin in the dryer
like like like, but not like, more than like. 
Like seriously?
seriously

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

One word, One scam

She spoke silence

yet as much as it killed me, I've never felt so alive.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

how do mountains say goodbye?

listen up.  

this is what you think it is.  

Rock out like you're saying goodbye to that old guy. 

Rock out like it's about time.

Rock out like you finally got rid of that smell

Rock out like you just watched time stand still

Rock out like you just out-wrote Syl

Rock out like this is how to define her;                .

Rock out like you don't care about your sentence fluency

Rock out like you and you alone are not alone

Rock out like that one time with that one thing with that one person

Rock out like you're saying peace out,  yet you're saying deuces